brisjourneytofitandhealth asked: I read. And can relate :/

Well thank you:) You just made me feel 10x better than how I was feeling last night. It’s nice to feel heard sometimes.

I don’t think I like this whole Internet dating thing! I thought I’d give it a try and just give into the technologically prevalent world but its like I’m only there to give compliments. I say all of these things, I show an interest in them! I ask them question like “and what had been the most interesting thing you have learned from your college career as of yet?” And “how would you like to make a positive impact on the world once you are done with school?”. Do you think that asked me anything? Not one of them. You know I didn’t think I was that bad looking but now I’m beginning to think so. Three years! It’s been three years since anyone has so much as given me a hint that they thought anything of me. I feel as if I’ve been patient. But not even I friend yet. It’s gets more depressing everyday! All I do is go to school, work, and then stay cooped in my room because my roommates don’t even talk to me. I’d go out but where would I go? I can’t go to a club because the curfew is 12am. Although I am sure that I could get around that, but what about after I would have made it to the club? I would be sitting there by my self! I don’t have any friend here remember. I would look ridiculous because not only would I be sitting there, alone, but I would also be drinking club soda because I am under age. Oh yeah, I can see it now. The bartender wood just look at me and think wow, what a loser this one is. Who goes to a club by themselves and then doesn’t drink alcohol? I am starting to lose hope now. I can’t even work off my frustration because I don’t belong to a gym yet, but that will probably change within the next week. I need some kind of outlet to get this frustration out. UGH!!!!!!!!!